Wednesday, October 7, 2009

awkward TOFU

sometimes, i prefer to b a lonely thinker inside a box instead to be a loud speaker.
but what i doing now is not to show that i ma fake silencer.

i try to figure out the life i living now. mostly the time i used up on the good for myself. * ASssssignmentsss
* applause

lol

omfg, recently i keep on sleeping after tension and a mess of stress. Yea, engine need to cool down i think.
but i like that. dunno why ~

from all the thing i did, i think...i think i need to blame on myself because didn't make the best for myself.
but still never too late to make it right after all i done~
LOL * emo again
* no la, just wanna make myself clear on what i did only. ^^

in some moment of time, i quite lost in sense of the direction i wanna go.
what i doing,
what i thinking.
i kinda confused act.
something like.... i ask a friend for a movie, but got another friend ask me for some sport o something, i still say okay
WTH right~

right now, i wanna tell you guys that appreciate every moment,
every minutes, every single seconds
to the fullness of your life.
life are short and we unable to predict the future and what gonna happen after this.




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don't ever make yourself felt regret on anything,
what i gonna say huh... something like..
actually u did something or not and u felt regret, actually not.
u should feel happy instead of fill messiness in your head because you did, ntg gonna change and pls be proud of yourself..
because the one who did is u and the one who took the decision is yourself.
don't make yourself slimy and soft, be strong man!


be optimistic man! * sounds like this is to myself. haha... =.=

yea, i miss my family because ... i miss them la. no other reason.
happening is everywhere around, good, bad.. anything.
uhum.



tell you guys..
actually sometimes...
when ya busy on something, i mean while in the moment u need to do something,
try to do something.... stupid but meaningful in the same time.

when i rushing on my work and i feel fucking frustrated about it. i will think and try to do something silly.
i rmb last time... around 3 in the morning, i went downstairs and my friends was there, i dance then i went back up to my room.

. . . . . .

sounds stupid but worth to try sometimes. haha.
is for yourself huh!
make a smile on your face!
hehehehehehhehehehe
hehehehehehehehehhehe

lately love CREEP

for myself, try not to worry,
you will see that someday.
love to heard friends voice recently, it nice and felt peaceful.


Friday, September 18, 2009

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Thursday, September 10, 2009

Back then and back to now

i facing my laptop in my little squarish room,
listening to JET, not much stuff to do except for assignments but ... lazy
so in the mean time, i flashing back on what i did last time.
what i usually do, what i missed out or what i did it wrongly.
think back really make me feeling that myself actually kinda stupid, on what i did and the word i said.

yea, honestly, there are someone i waiting and missing of.
She got a nice smile and beautiful, i won't forget that.
About this kind of loveee stuff,
i used to think that love is easy to hold it on and last long, but it seems that i'm just childish thinking.

*sigh
still remember that i dreamt about her and we get together in the dream. I was damn happy but still sad in the same time.
because is just a dream. Nothing but an empty reality.
should i..?
Man should be initiative and i'm a man! yes, no longer a little boy that staying inside a room and facing the wall.
look around the world and see the weather change. Yea man!
*self-motivated expression

But the main problem is... what is that girl think of then. T.T

next!
so yea, the class start and i kinda enjoy it.
can say is quite relaxing since is short semester, but this is just the start.
the hard hell time not yet come. omfg ~
the 1st class i attend is the advertising visual, lecturer is THE BT.
last time in L&M class, he gave us a critique session for once and from here he gave me a kinda not so good image of him.
But! he is teaching well in the class, he is strict and honest to give the correct comment on the works we did.
Yea, is tough but is good for us as a junior designer.

18th september, my sister official birthday!
she gonna celebrate he birthday this saturday with her friends.
too bad is kinda early for me to going back now. since dad is not at home and i still need to wait for my new identity card.
so i gonna back on next sat then.
Going to buy nice present for her, actually i kinda bad and sucks brother.
everytime i going back tom hometown and she ask me to buy her something, i promised, but i didn't get her anything.
So, i gonna get her something! hope she'll like it. ^^

Okay!
this is end for this, done!
miss my grandparents a lot. xoxo




heheha

Planning on something yeevil

yet

romantic and lovely

thinking of someone


Thursday, September 3, 2009

take it a look and cry



press on it




Tuesday, September 1, 2009

impossible

As usual, the time passing by fast without waiting anyone.

the people change as also the world and the surrounding

Flower bloom, leaf changes it colour and bird flew away from it old nest.
Unlimited thing change in new month.
but there are something didn't change or fade.

Something inside me.

my heart

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Bad news


today,

after i played badminton with my friends,

i drive my car back,

on the way back,

i crash into a car accident.

my face ruined, my left arm slightly injured and the forehead bleed.

one word, pain.
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just kidding.

the car minor injury.

nothing much, the motorcyclist drive into my road way

thats way we cant avoid each other.

In the moment before we crash, he swinging around as the same as me.

BANG !

Luckily the "malay" didn't seriously injured. minor injury only

damn....

1st time get into car accident..

izit consider car accident?

recently really damn unlucky. bad luck wei!

sad case..




Tuesday, August 25, 2009

say

my heart

pain in sudden

after see

"that"